ren-NOT-dez-vous

hello there!
it's been awhile.

 "i am sorry for abandoning you, i'm sorry for how i've treated you"

should i be sorry?

i know how awful i treated you,
and i know how terrible i took all of your senses away in the end of that month.
you were my holiday.
you were my dallience.

do you want an explaination?
do you need a closure?
should i give you one?
i don't even know if i have any.

but, i am sorry.
i'm sorry for what i've done to you, for what i have made you turned into.
Now you curse the moment we met, now i wish the best of luck for you.
i really do, i really am.